Style Flavors

 

 I know I have been absent for a long, long time. Been working on my new site and it is now up and running. So I won’t be updating this site anymore.

 Check out my new site: www.styleflavors.com and www.styleflavours.com . Both addresses will take you to the same site so you’ll still get to me whichever way you choose to spell.

 So drop a line and let me know what you think!

 

  N xoxo

Stupid

Music: Not My Idea – Garbage

 The broadband connection started dicking up on me this morning; I thought it was a usual problem with the router. I couldn’t get it to work so I decided to screw it and I went to bed. I got out of bed and started to deal with the problem again because I cannot not have internet access. I spent 3 hours on the phone with the router vendor and it was so bloody tiresome.

  We tried everything in the book but there was still a problem with the IP address. Then finally, the technical assistance person probably gave up and said ‘The only reason why you would get this particular IP address is if you didn’t pay your bill.’ And it hit me that I totally forgot to pay my bill for this month because what with Bali and errands and shit, it was just at the bottom of my list of things to do. I felt so incredibly stupid. I should have asked him from the very beginning if the cause of it all was because I haven’t paid my bill for this month. It was a bloody waste of time. I was so annoyed with myself that I didn’t want to talk to anyone.

 I keep doing stupid things like that or allowing myself to waste time on very simple things. Just last week, I helped the 2 chicks I hang out with in school to collect the textbooks for the module we all take this semester. This module had 3 textbooks and so with my share, it was 9 textbooks I had to lug home and lug back. I completely didn’t notice the rows of lockers right outside the classroom. I went for my morning and my afternoon class and then rushed home to exchange textbooks and bring the other 6 and then rushed to school. I felt like a complete idiot. Arg.

 Sometimes, I just fucking hate myself.